I would like some peace of mind, I've got such a heavy heart, and you were broken down before you had a chance to start

It's been a while, I think. I've kind of been avoiding any sort of...internet...stuff.

Something happened somewhat recently and since then I've decided to give up facebook (I was already on the verge of disowning it to begin with) and my cellphone; I'm just avoiding instant/constant social interaction for some indefinite amount of time.

All I'm going to say is that I lost someone incredibly close to me and even as I'm typing this I can feel my eyeballs turn to cotton as the sadness boils up in me.

But because I've become a recluse lately I just want to type this out to hopefully let a few people know I'm still alive, etc. etc.

Was upstate at this years ATP, which was...bittersweet. It was far too soon and I'm still not sure if going was a right choice or not, but nontheless I did have a good time. Favourite show of the weekend was without question The Books, who also came out with my album of the year. Second place goes to Beak>, who I'm currently very obsessed with. And third goes to my personal faves Fuck Buttons, who pretty much played the same set I've heard twice before but they still kicked so much ass.
Also saw: Girls, Vivian Girls, Shellac, The Breeders, Hope Sandoval and the Warm Inventions, Kurt Vile, Papa M, Tortoise, uh...I know there's more...I'm just forgetting them.

I think I'm going to change this blog layout. It's kind of getting on my nerves. Title and junk too. EXPECT CHANGES.